|Martin Freeman sketch|
SingSing. Just sing, don’t think about it. The crowd isn’t there. You’re home. Alone. Silence. Close your eyes and let it go. There is nothing but your reflection. Let the notes fly from your lips like butterflies flurrying from rose bushes. Don’t sweat the cracks if they come. Don’t let it bother you. You are isolated in your mind. Don’t let them in, don’t let them see. Let it go. The song is yours, you belong to the song. You are one. Let yourself go, let your soul spill into each note. Make them feel everything you feel. Transcend the fear and limitations. You are free. Soar.Sing by ~OminousDemure
The FearClaustrophobia- noun; an abnormal fear of being in enclosed or narrow places.The Fear by ~OminousDemure
Severe anxiety- noun; a state of apprehension and psychic tension occurring in some forms of mental disorder
The sound of shuffling feet makes me sick to my stomach. People push and shove, knocking me into the walls. No one notices; they just want to get to class on time. I can feel the walls closing in on me and my peers, and I begin to sweat. There's tightness in my chest and a terrible feeling of dread in my gut. Coming to school is the worst part of my day. The droves of students make me nervous. I don't particularly mind the classroom setting, until I get to a class with a ton of people. School is a war zone.
I can barely begin to explain the hardships of one with severe anxiety coupled with claustrophobia in a school setting. As far as I've experienced, it is one of the worst pains, physical and mental, that one can feel. I would not wish this feeling on my worst enemy. It feels lik
|I never said I was good.|